I know its a bit off the topic, but I'm under a lot of stress at the moment, and thats probably why we finding it difficult to conceive. Sat down and had a good think about my life at the moment and in some ways I think I'm using "wanting baby" as a distraction of everything that is going on at the moment. Started asking myself tough questions, what would have to change when we do bring baby home......
My oldest brother has been in and out of rehab for the past 10 years, last week he spent a night in jail, very worrying, but I've come to accept that the only person that can change him is himself. My youngest brother is living with us at the moment, to try and keep him away from any trouble the oldest one might drag him into. Last week my husband caught my youngest brother smoking cannabis in our garden.
Now before you start thinking I'm some from some sort of trailer trash family, I'm really not, I'm from a typical, run of the mill family.....Ok, run of the mill is stretching it a bit. But what family doesnt have the odd fruit cake?
Maybe I should start working on other aspects of my life, before I get so obsessed with baby.
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