We haven't been lucky again this month...... I think its starting to really sink in for my husband that getting pregnant isn't always as easy as its made out to be. Last night, he said "so.....uuummmm.....how exactly does this work.....I thought it could happen any day". It really hurt telling him that I wasn't pregnant, he didn't say anything just closed his eyes, then put his arms around me. In a way I'm finding it easier to deal with now, with him knowing what I'm going through, but at the same time, I don't want him to feel that way.
This morning we went shopping, I saw a really cute Tiger teddy and as I have a vision of a safari themed nursery, I had to have it. Got home and found husband playing with it....it know has a name, Tony Tiger. He's going to be a great dad, just a pity I haven't been able to produce a positive test yet. Oh well, theres always next month. Silver lining of the cloud is that I can have a glass of wine this evening without feeling worrying.
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