It seems we spend years trying to avoid pregnancy and then when we go looking for it, it avoids us.
Just went onto Facebook to see what my friends are up and was bombarded with baby photos, while i'm extremely jealous I am happy for them, even those who didnt plan their baby, seems a little unfair.
Husband has got a Urinary Tract Infection, so I guess baby making is off for a while till he gets it sorted out....and as a typical man, he is refusing to go the doctor, he read on google that all he needs is lots of water and cranberry juice.
Its hard to stay positive. I tried to resist, but wasn't strong enough, I ended up in Mothercare, saw the most amazing cot, and as luck would have it, it was the last one, and marked down. Not meant to be just yet.
I've had another look at those TTC websites, they really depressing. Think I should start doing this another way, look at websites aimed at teenagers where they say things like "you can fall pregnant at any time", "It will happen to you if you dont play it safe".
I won a Willvin changing bag a few weeks, its lying in the corner of our bedroom, a constant reminder. I think it might be time to back it away for a while
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