Still no positive pregnancy test

Another month and still no sign of anything happening. Not as despondent as I used to be about another failure, its just part of life's course. My husband and I are going to the Bahamas next year, and to be honest, I don't think I want to go there pregnant, its our last holiday alone and I think I want it to be a bikini and cocktail holiday, because realistically, its now or never. Keep having visions of spending the entire trip hung over a toilet with morning sickness, that just wouldn't be pleasant, a complete waste, so for now, I'm quite happy we haven't had a positive test just yet. If that doesnt tempt fate, I dont know what will ;-)

Whirlwind few weeks

Had a very busy last few weeks, my parents have come over for 2 weeks, "to get away from it all".......I've been charting my cycle, but with parents and my gran here at "optimal" baby dance time, there was very little of that! So its not looking good for my August baby. Life got in the way, how ironic.

Having my parents and gran here has made me realise how in a routine my husband and I are, and quite frankly I love our routine. I think we both have a craving for alone time, alone alone and alone together. Would give anything to come home to an empty house, cook something amazing then sit down and catch up with my husband.

Anyway, its been great seeing my mom, my stepdad has his moments. Maybe that's why I moved 14 000kms away.....